Till my 10th I was a good guy who listen to his parent’s, average in studies n all. Then I took admission for diploma till 1st year I was the same but after that things started to change. And it all changed in 2nd year got in some wrong friend circle and got carried out with them. Never concentrated on studies never attended a single lecture, started to fight with parents they slowly they got fed of me. The time use to come we use to have a huge fight. I use to know something is wrong everything is changed from good to bad and then I got my 2nd year result I failed in 8 subjects. My parents lost all faith in me. My life was fully changed I got year drop so I tried to study but nothing happened I again failed. Then it was my last time to do something then I tried again and got at least passing marks in exams. But the behaviour was same fighting was going everything was messed up. I still remember my father said to me “I missed my Kshitij who used to be my son” I loved my father very much. This sentence came from his heart. And I was totally shaken by that. My H.O.D told my father “Kshitij is out of control now find a job for him” after that my father lost all the hopes from me.
Then I got to know about Lmad I thought let’s give a try,
When I entered Lmad I was full of ego inside me, all negativity in me I was fed of myself. Then journey of Lmad started first day was good everything was nice it was a new experience then the main thing started from the second day when the quite time was introduced my first quiet was not that great didn’t got the actual things inside me. Then next day during quite time I tried to look inside me, for some time I didn’t have guts to look inside me then I tried again and started writing what came from inside. That time I was writing and the tears were not stopping. I hardly cried but that time I was not able to stop myself I wrote most the things those changed me from good to bad. I came to know how much I have hurt my parents what I have done to myself I never wanted to become like that. Then slowly during the conference I started improving in myself it was not a drastic change but it was a big change. During the conference I had left my most of bad qualities and I was improving during conference I made few promises to myself like not to do same mistakes again. Don’t hurt parent’s n many more. There was a big difference I use to feel the day I entered and the day the journey of 8 days got over.
After reaching home mom n dad were happy then I figured it out that they were happy because I was not there at home for 8 days and they didn’t have to fight for 8 days. Then I came to know how much they were fed up of me. But slowly days passed and they started to see a change in me the calmness the maturity they saw that I changing myself and improving to be good as I was first. Me and my mother use to fight a lot then after coming from Lmad we didn’t fought I had huge amount of respect for here. Slowly we stopped fighting everything was going well then I got my result of 3rdyear first semester I secured 65% by clearing all the subjects my parents were happy the teaching staff who use to always complain about me they started to say good things about me to my parents. The same H.O.D. who said that “Kshitij is out of control find a job for him” after a year he said “Kshitij is improving very well find a good college for him” that was the amount of changed I made in myself my father also said to me “thanks for giving my son back to me” and till now I have changed a lot and my behaviour is changed we have stopped fighting and I got my lovely family back. The letter we write at Lmad that what we had promised for myself got that letter in Jan then I read it then I got a nice idea I gave it to my dad and told them to read it and tell me is it true or not. They read that letter than told yes u have improved on all the points you have mentioned. That was the best thing to know.
All this happened only because of Lmad. Lmad has changed me into a better person than I used to be. My family is happy. My parents are proud of me. All this is only because of Lmad.